Setelah sekian lama tak bertapak.


Assalamualaikum W.B.T, Hello!


Last time aku berblog, seminggu yang lepas. Hmm, dalam masa seminggu macam-macam yang berlaku. One of them is "Happy Birthday Risha Nazneen!"


On 22nd going 23rd December, I sense some weirdness went on with my housemate Suaray Zupli. First, she went out of house with reason going to withdraw her money. Fine. That's not weird. But what's weird was after she came back from the ATM machine, she was still in her tudung. That's #WeirdPoint1. Plus, she didn't cook that night! I was hungry, so I ordered food to be delivered home. When I said I ordered food, she sorta give me this one "Oh, kau delivery makanan ke?". #WeirdPoint2. Then, I notice that she went in and out of Hanim's room (..still in her tudung..) I heard no laughter, I heard no talking but she's in Hanim's room, door closed. Entah apa-apa sahaja yang mereka buat dalam bilik tu. #WeirdPoint3. Earlier that afternoon also, Suraya cleaned the kitchen & living room. I was like, "WTF? Sue kemas rumah?" #WeirdPoint4. But I tried to reason that out with Sue's PMS-ing.


But, that night I was busy studying. I was finishing my PBL, going half crazy making notes on Pharmacology. So, all those #WeirdPoints, I didn't really pay any attention to them.


Then, until at one point suddenly Sue knocked my doors (...still in her tudung..) and told me that Baba's coming over to check lamp in Sue's room. She also said, that Baba wanted to check all of ours lamp. My first remark when Sue said that was, "ENGKAU KENAPA MASIH LAGI BERTUDUNG?" because seriously, that's like beyond weird. Then she rushed me saying Baba's coming over, pakai tudung and all. I looked around my room, dahlah bersepah. Cepat cepat campak apa yang patut.


Baru keluar bilik, tengok pintu bilik Hanim terbuka, but lampu tertutup, but there's like lights being lit up. I don't know what light. Baru nak jenguk, tiba-tiba, "Happy Birthday to you~~♬ Happy Birthday to you~~♬"

The day I turn 19, I'm 6 years old? Or 60? HMMMPH! Haha :D

Aku tak nangis tau. Tapi, aku terus cepat-cepat sorok belakang pintu bilik. Malu konon. Menyampah. Dahlah aku pakai tudung serabai serabai, diorang ambil video. Hampeh.












Di situ lah juga aku tahu kewujudan dua insan yang pernah kata yang mereka sangat lah sibuk with class and all, tapi tiba tiba muncul depan aku, seorang pegang cake, lagi seorang pegang camera. Ehem* Nado Thiraaaaa~!


So, it turns out that the evening they went straight to Mansoura after class and set up for the surprise birthday party. Terima kasih buat insan-insan yang membuat kejutan yang aku tak sangka-sangka kan ni.












Terima kasih, thank you girls.


As a gift, they bought me a purse (because Nado said I'm in need of a new one..). Haha, thank you.








A video obba made, practically a vain video of herself saying I was born in the zoo, staying in the same cage with her Bebopp. Hahaha :D Also, a repetitive sentence of "Thank you for being my friend, thank you for being my friend". Hahaha :D She doesn't like people mimicking her videos & tweets. Puahaha :D 


Then, obba & Thira stay over in Mansoura for few days with intention to watch our volleyball match, but she couldn't because there was some problem wth the volleyball event management. *sigh*
















Anyways thank you Nado & Thirah for coming and celebrating my birthday here. Many thanks to my housemates as well, Sue & Hanim togetehr with Aye & Fatin kerana bersubahat. Hahaha :D


Thank you very much.




P/S : I'm still 17 years old. Thank you. 

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You guys are always online. You guys are always available, online. But, I wonder why you never bother to ask me "How are you?", "How's your day?" or at least ask me "How am I doing?"

I know that you guys are always online.

You always reply to others. But why not me?

Is it because you think I don't need you guys? Is it because I rarely call? I rarely message?

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Been busy with volleyball practice, thesis, studies, & sleep. Bleh.

Anyways, the volleyball tournament is postponed to this 16th December, which makes us having more time to practice for the upcoming tournament. It's all good though except for at time I strain myself to much with the practice, and the next day I'll have muscle pain everywhere.




2 days back, I had night practice. The fact that on the next day I'll be having PBL 2, where we would have to present our objectives, I haven't even finish studying but I was determined to wake early before going to PBL to revise things up. I showered right after practice session, around midnight and went straight for bed.

I was determined to wake up early, setting the alarm at 3AM. However, I can't even wake up. I kept on snoozing the alarm and one point I realized it was already 6AM. I tried to wake up and get off my bed, seriously, I can't. I CAN'T EVEN MOVE A MUSCLE. Yeah, right. I was having muscle pain everywhere. My abdomen muscle was stiff. My back was in pain. Oh My God. I can't even move a muscle, then I decided to skip PBL.

It was sooo painful I had to crawl down my bed to reach my phone, and laptop. My goodness.

Still, I can't just stay in bed, so I gather up all the courage and tried to stretch every muscle. Then, had a nice hot bath, and everything starting to get better.

Well, that's not the end of it. 


Today, I'll be having PBL again, to open new case, Case 8. Last night I slept pretty late, unintentionally. At the same time Aye was asking me to help me download some files & put it in the flash drive, then in the morning she would come over at my place and print her stuff etc. The fact that it was that important she kept on reminding me to not wake up late when she's over at my place. It's because she has to present her objectives this morning. 


This morning, I realized the alarm ringing at 6AM, but I kept on snoozing until 7AM. I was already awake, but I can't just wake up. My goodness.

Then, suddenly Sue woke me up at 10AM. I WAS LIKE, "WTF?", and I wonder why I didn't get any calls from Aye? Checking my phone again, I realized that my phone's battery was dead. Astaghfirullah-al azim. It struck me bad like a whip on my head, and I started to feel guilty to Aye. I could imagine, that this is soo important to Aye that she asked for my help, but I just slept away~

I feel so guilty tried to call her but memanglah kannnn phone takda credit. Haiya.

So, I kept on posting on her wall, but she didn't reply. Usually she'll reply because she's using BB, so internet on the go lah kan. Maybe dia marah? Yelah, dia dah minta tolong, phone aku pulak boleh habis battery time tu. Kalau aku pun, aku mengamuk.

Entahlah. Aku jarang rasa bersalah dengan orang. Tapi kali ini, aku rasa sangat bersalah. Sangat. Sama rasa bersalahnya bila aku rosakkan phone aku earlier this year. Phone, hadiah from Mama & Ayah before I fly to Egypt. Rasa bersalah sampai menangis tak henti-henti.


To Aye : 

"Aye, if you're reading this, please. I feel so guilty for not picking up the phone & not waking up at that 6AM when I kept on snoozing the phone. I know this is important to you because you need to present your case today since you had postpone your objectives to today. I'm so sorry. Aku nak call kau as soon as aku bangun tapi aku takda credit ;___________; I'm so sorry Aye! Sorry sangat kalau aku susahkan kau pagi tadi. Sorry sangat kalau hari ni kau tak dapat present objectives kau. I'm so sorry Aye. So sorry. Tell me, how should I make it up? "

P/S : Tak pulak aku soalkan ketidak-hadiranku ke PBL pagi ini. Tak senonoh betul kau ni Risha. Tak senonoh.  

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1. Hello Mr.Busy 


I realized that for the last few weeks, Timah hasn't tweet a lot, I assumed she's busy with class & assignments and all. As for me, I wonder why was I not busy? I mean, people started to question me, "Hey? Is Medic that easy? I mean, I see you online 24/7".


Okay. To be frank, I'm supposed to be busy with studies and all but procrastination (..always..) ensues. Medical student should always study every day, at least memorize on Anatomy etc etc. But, I'm one lazy person. I like to procrastinate, A LOT. Also, I'm a last minute person. Though how bad I'm trying to change this bad habit, but I....just....can't.


Deep down, I actually envy Timah for being super busy. I mean, at least she looks like she's a student. 


But, I should always remind myself. Be careful of what you wish for. Now, my schedule is quite packed, I have to juggle my time for studying, volleyball, chores, PBL, aktiviti melagha (..perlu dikurangkan, take note). 


Tulah kau, nak sangat busy kan? Hah, amik kau. After class, terus kena pergi volley. Balik rumah kena study straight, kena tidur awal, bangun pagi lagi.

Padan muka. 




2. Hello Mr. Cardiac 

Hello Week 7 of Mansoura-Manchester Medical Programme! Thanks for the Cardiac case this week. This week's case, Case 7 : A downward Slope is related to cardiac. To be frank, I'm not so fond of this topic actually. There's two topic that I think I pretty weak at. Cardiac & Neuro.

So, here we go. This week's case a toughie. Plus, the lecture's a little hard today. Bleh.

3. Hello Mr.Volley


Also, I haven't mention this before here, that I'm joining the volleyball tournament again this year. So, every evening, I would have to attend 2 hours practice at the stadium.








As for this year, kureng mendapat sambutan dalam kalangan student Malaysia, so ended up the organizer decided on allowing female Egyptian team to join the tournament. So, knowing my weakness in certain part of volleyball, I really have to double the effort. I mean, I don't want being the only one yang "slacking" in the team. Yeah, I admit at times when I'm under pressure, I started to be clumsy and all.

Our team this year, Aces consist of myself, Miya, Hush, Ezzati, Israr, Laili & Thirah. 


Get our head in the game, and let's win this Aces! Amin :)




4. Hello Mr. Thesis


Last but not least, I have a thesis needed to be handed in by the end of December. THIS IS UNFFFFFF. I haven't even start a thing, I haven't even decided on a topic. Damn.


I need to get my hands on the thesis ASAP. 


Yang ini pun, padan muka kau. Siapa suruh bertangguh buat kerja itu?




5. Hello Mr.......FINAL EXAM?

Earlier today Dr.Nisreen said that final exam will be from 23rd January to 25th January. DANGGGGGG. Straight, tiada selang hari kot. Revision week kena habis study semua, makcik!












P/S : Sesungguhnya, this post has been drafted for 5 days -.-' Nampak sangat aku tiada masa untuk blogging dah. I can only rant on twitter these days. Bleh. 

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1. Mid-Semester Examination

This is a late post. I know. I should have posted the day I finish with the exams and all but I was "busy" with revenge on my sleep time. Heeheee. Anyways, I've finished the 1-hour-50-MCQ-mid-semester-examination. After all those one week. revision week. Truth to be told, I don't feel 100% prepared when I entered the exam hall. I don't feel confident with Anatomy. At all.





But, the results came out earlier today. My results was blehh. It was so-so, just middle average. It may not be the best because rest of my colleague got better results, but I tried to silently console myself that this exam is just Mid-Semester, and I would have to strive harder for finals later.

Ayman was there when I check the result & he said, "It's okay. Your mark is not the lowest. There are people who got 5.5 over 25 marks. See you're not the lowest?".

That's not the point. I'm not here to compete to surpass the lowest marks! No. That hurt my pride a little.

I would have to start on my Thesis & study for finals starting from now on, so that during the long 2 weeks revision week, I would only have to revise again & again & again.

That's my target now.


2. Blood Bank

Ah, earlier today, we went for practical session at the University's Hospital's Blood Bank. I don't even know where I got all those courage to wake up early though it's a good day to sleep in.

Maybe it's because I've promised Aye that I will tag along this morning.

To be frank, I kind of like this week's case! It's about Blood Disease. It's on.....blood.

It was hard at first to find the Blood Bank this morning for since that was the first time we had practical sessions at the Blood Bank.

So, first we had lectures, explaining on blood donation. On the person's criteria to qualify to donate blood, yada yada yada. Then, we were brought to the Path Lab, and the Professor explain on the blood grouping & rhesus. Also, since there were not many of us, so all of us got the chance to check our blood grouping.



To be frank, I know what's my blood grouping already, for since both my parents are B+ , so that makes & my brothers B+ as well. Well, I was certain about that but I just go on with the prick test to confirm everything up.

Then,






Itu sahaja kot. Sekian.

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Entah kenapa aku terpanggil untuk tulis pasal ini. Padahal, boleh sahaja aku sambung belajar, boleh sahaja aku ulangkaji Case untuk exam esok hari. Boleh sahaja aku tunda kerja memblog ini. Boleh sahaja.

Tetapi, jiwa aku terasa terganggu hari ini. Sangat kacau.

Tentang aku, aku selalu berfikir. Aku tak ada kuasa langsung untuk menguasai pemikiran sendiri. Kadang - kadang aku suka perasaan hanyut dalam pemikiran ini. Aku suka. Ianya umpama pemikiran kau menguasai tingkah laku kau. Dalam keadaan ini, adalah lebih baik jika aku bersendirian.

Tetapi, hari ini bukan hari untuk aku hanyut dalam pemikiran. Bukan masanya. Awal pagi, aku masih lagi fokus dalam ulangkaji. Tetapi menjelang petang, aku mula hanyut dalam pemikiran aku sendiri. 



Terus terang aku katakan. Aku tak serapat dengan ibu bapa aku seperti orang lain. Kadang-kadang aku cemburu, tetapi aku kuatkan hati, semangat aku  dengan mempercayai, "Ada makna disebalik semua ini".

Bagi rakan-rakan yang duduk di negara orang, aku ada soalan. Kerap manakah kau bercakap dengan ibu bapa kau? Kerap manakah kau Skype/YM/telefon ibu bapa kau? Hari - hari? Selang dua tiga hari? Tahniah. Aku gembira dengan kau semua.

Aku, the last time aku bercakap-cakap dengan ibu bapa aku, hari aku balik ke Egypt, di airport, hampir 3 bulan yang lalu. Kami cuma berhubung melalui FB message. Itu sahaja. Benda-benda penting sahaja. 


Terus terang juga aku katakan, aku jenis yang keras hati. Maksud aku, aku kurang affection . Bukan kurang kasih sayang, tapi aku tak pandai ekspres perasaan aku. Aku tak pandai.

Pada masa yang sama, aku rasa Mama aku pun kurang affection dengan aku. Aku dan Mama jarang berpelukan seperti seorang mak & anak. Aku tak boleh katakan, "Ma, Sha sayang Mama" depan muka Mama sendiri. Aku tak boleh. Aku tak tau. Tipulah kalau aku cakap aku tak pernah cakap, "I love you", "Sha sayang Mama" dekat mak aku. Pernah. Tapi itu semua, sama ada di atas kad Happy Birthday, atau sekadar luahan di bibir. 


Entahlah. 

Sesetangah orang mungkin akan kata, "Mengalahlah. Cuba kau call mak bapak kau dulu. Cuba kau yang approach dulu". Aku pernah cuba, tapi tak berjaya.

Entahlah. 


Aku cuma rindu Mama & Ayah, Itu sahaja, tapi aku malu untuk mengaku dengan mereka. Aku malu. Aku rasa, segan.


Entahlah. 


Kadang-kadang, aku cuba padamkan segala benda yang berciri-ciri kekeluargaan bila aku kat Mesir ni. Sebab aku tahu, aku lemah dalam bab ini. Sangat lemah. Aku pun kadang-kadang wonder. Rindu tak mereka dekat aku? Mungkin sebab mereka tak pernah kata mereka rindu aku, aku pun tak pernah luaahkan segalanya. 


Satu lagi, mungkin aku nak sangat tunjukkan dekat mereka yang aku ni semangat kental. Semangat kental, as in, aku tak pernah rindu mereka, aku tak pernah rasa homesick, tak pernah rasa mental breakdown sebab ketiadaan mereka. Aku taknak mereka rasa risau tengok aku rasa sedih dekat sini. 


Entahlah. 

Memang, aku pendam semuanya. Aku pendam semuanya. 


Entahlah.


Aku, nampak kuat. Tetapi sebenarnya aku tidak. Aku lemah. 
Aku nampak sihat. Tetapi sebenarnya tidak. Dari segi mental & rohani, aku kurang sihat. 




Sudah. 





Esok nak exam, jiwa aku serabut di saat terakhir. 
Benci.

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Assalamualaikum W.B.T.

"What's the point of making up your bed when then you'll jump on your bed again, mess them up?", 

"Apa punya anak dara, katil pun tak kemas". 

"I'm not your average anak dara".

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This is very random of me. To post on what happened today on blog. Usually, I write something daily basis on Twitter but I feel like writing in today, *shrugs*.




1. Is Dr.Nisreen attending today's PBL?


Since last week, I still didn't know who would attend today's PBL session. Would be Dr.Nisreen or Dr.Suhaylah. Well, maybe I've never mentioned this before but Dr.Nisreen Mansour was not available for 2 weeks as she went to Manchester for some administration trip or something.


So, for Case 4 & Case 5, we had been with Dr.Suhaylah. Sessions with her was a little more relaxing than with Dr.Nisreen. Tetapi, manusia kadang kadang tak tahu bersyukur. When we was with Dr.Suhaylah, I studied 30% less than when I was with Dr.Nisreen.


Before Dr. Nisreen went, she told us that she wouldn't be available with for 3 weeks. So, calculation ensues & supposedly she would be back today.


Awesomely, definitely, *sigh*, last night I stayed up studying to prepare going for PBL this morning. In the morning, woke up slightly late, I still feel unprepared for today's case.


Then, I still went for PBL with heavy heart (..at the same time I still prayed that Dr.Nisreen will be jet-lagged and she won't come in today, instead, Dr. Suhaylah would come in again...).


So, I came in early for PBL, then Dr.Suhaylah came in. One word, "Alhamdulillah".


So, everything went okay.




2. Ahmed Kamal's Dish Party!


Last week during the opening of Case 5, Ahmed proposed for us to do some dish party. It was just a proposal but then almost everyone agree. To be frank, until last night I still don't know what food to bring. So, last night, rolling on Sue's carpet feeling stressed out thinking what should I bring for today's dish party.


End up, I just brought fruits. Terpaksalah get dressed segala bagai, went out to buy fruits. Sumpah malas.






So, today we did the makan-makan at the PBL room after the student presentations session. Lina brought spaghetti, Yun & Nad brought brownies. Nadia brought Tiramisu, Ainal brought Agar-Agar, Ahmed bought these mini cakes from Baron while Haziq & Hush brought drinks. Enough to stuff our stomach for the lunch!


Lina's spaghetti was YUM! YUM! YUM!




3. Boys Also Watch Korean Variety Show & ...We Got Married?


There's this boy in our group. I never heard him talk -.-' in our PBL session. He always get away from being questioned by Dr. Nisreen & Dr.Suhaylah (..jealous okay?). The name's Haziq (..Haha, nama Ejiq!)


So, we teased him saying like during PBL, we never heard him talk. But when he's in front of food, he speak out! Haha :D


Then, I got to learn that he watched Running Man, WGM etc. etc. That got me, *jaw drop*.


Ah, lelaki pun layan Korea ke? But it's no surprise though. Hallyu Virus is spreading madly. Mansoura is a Glory Hole of Boredom so this is a place where people start doing what they never thought they would start be doing. For example, like watching all those Korean Drama & Shows (..yelah, especially during winter yang sebati dengan saratoga ni kannn? Haha :D ), baking, bertukang etc.


Ah, after exam, maybe I'll take some of the things from him. Hehe.


4. Hush & I, Why We Always Talk About Food?

One of the few person whom I feel comfortable making ugly faces with; Haha :D

So, on the way back, Hush & I walk back. We had this talk. About...food. I think I need to start naming Hush - FOOD WARRIOR! Haha. She always have this expression of "OH-GOD-FOOOD-SO-YUMMEHH-OKAY-I'M-TREMBLING-NOW-THAT-FOOD-IS-YUMMEH-OH-YUMMEH" when there's food in front of her. Tapi yang bestnya, badan Hush kecik je, tak gemuk gemuk pun. (..okay, jealous.)


But it's not all bad when she's all glutton over food. I sometimes get good recommendations of food from her as well! Haha :D She knows a lot of good places to eat. NOM NOM NOM.


Since Hush at times stayed in Ulu Tiram, so we talked about all those pasar malam, bazar Ramadhan, Restoran Osman's Penang Char Kueh Tiau, tauhu bakar Warung Saga, Satay Wak Radol, Kacang Pool Balai Bomba, ABC Kampung Melayu.


Ah, though we had lunch earlier with those PBL-mates before, I was practically salivating thinking of them food. I love Malaysia. I love the food.


My God, teringat dekat Touch Down Malaysia after OPS Piramid last February. I was practically on a food hunt when I got back.


WARNING! You'll drool like real mad when you scroll down.
This only apply for fellow Food Warriors !



















Okay, cukup. Batal puasa orang yang berpuasa. 




5 . Hello, Revision Week! Be Nice!


It's official. Tomorrow I got no class already as revision week has started! So, I got 5 cases to study, cramp everything up in my brain, then the question will be in MCQ form. 50 MCQ Qs. Awesome kan?

I already start with Case 5 since it's the latest case & they are still fresh in mind. So, need to work with the rest.

Some people might go with, "What's up with you? All work up for mid semester exam where the mark taken for finals will be only 5%?" To answer you, "The world I am in now is very competitive, and I can't help myself being competitive as well! Also, being the stupidest among others hurt my pride so much".

So, I'm gonna study hard for this, and strive hard for this!


Except for, I still haven't find my study muses ;_______;


GO GO RISHA !




P/S : Easily motivated, but easily distracted halfway through. Give me strength. 

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Hello. I've been busy. But, thank goodness I'm still sane & healthy.

On life, hmm. Studies are going well. I mean, I can't really avoid procrastination at times. So, there are times where I fall of track of my study schedule. I seriously need to hide all videos, and ze broadband if that's the only way to get me concentrate on studying.

Anyways, my mid semester exam is in a week. Tomorrow's my last day of PBL before I start my 4 days of revision week (?). So, I'm stealing my PBL-revising time now to post this.

I think a lot. Like real lot. But recently there's this one thing I kept on thinking again & again.





I seriously want to go travel. If I'm seriously not in my right mind now, I would ditch all my studies, and go travel around the world.

Sadly, I'm sane enough. Plus, financially, I'm still not stable yet. I haven't have my own income yet. Sobs.

There are few places that I want to go.

Though I'm a Malaysian, sadly, I haven't even finish covering all parts of Malaysia. I haven't got the chance to fully explore to Kedah, Penang, Perak, Terengganu, Kelantan, Sabah & Sarawak.

To explore all those beautiful islands in Malaysia is one of my dreams. If I have the chance, I would like to hike mountains in Malaysia as well.

Too bad, I want to travel, but my Geography sucks. So my knowledge on all those islands & mountains are very limited.

When I was a kid, I used to travel a lot with my family. In a year, we would travel at least twice. Maybe my parents know are at the age of "I prefer relaxing kind of holidays & travelling", so I haven't got the chance to  travel like how we used to.

My favourite concept of travelling is backpacking. We once went backpacking to Kelantan & Sabah. It was awesome. But I guess that was the last time for my parents partly because it was a little bit tiring for them. *sigh*




When now I'm in Egypt, there are many places of interest as well. Aswan, Luxor, Hurghada, Sharm El-Sheikh, Dahab etc. I haven't got the chance to go to any of the places yet, because of course, no money no talk.

 So, in my mind now, I've been thinking over & over again over few things.

1. I'm going to plan for a backpacking trip in Malaysia on Summer 2012. Possibly, God willing,  from Selatan - Utara. If it's too much, I don't mind if it's just a backpacking up at the north or something.
2. One day, I'll step my foot to all those places in Egypt. 
3. Also, I'm hoping for travelling to Istanbul or Jordan.
4. Lastly, Europe Trip. 

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